God's Favorite
I do think I'm special to God. I am
God's favorite, I really am. (Yes you are too) But I really am!!! In fact He
makes me feel that way so many times. I'm sometimes shocked when others don't
feel the same way. Yes I know. I have gone through years of emotional struggle,
at one time I would have called it abuse, looking back I may just describe it
as life. My old one not my new blessed one. I believed the lie that I wasn't
loved, wasn't beautiful, wasn't good enough, thin enough, smart enough, deep
enough, I just wasn't enough... But God took those lies and told me I
created you so I could love you. You were created for my pleasure, and I
started to let that sink in deep inside. I really do believe I am special, it
makes me smile, even chuckle, I see God's eyes fill with joy and love as He
looks at me with that wonder. I'm the apple of His eye, His daughter, His
princess His love... I relax and feel the freedom more and more that I am
becoming who He created me to be.